hello. everybody hates me. i will try to kill myself on tuesday since i have to watch last ep of tcc as my final blessing. jk, maybe i won't die. i just want to get hospitalize and stay there for a time. i want to get treatment for my mentally ill self and probably don't have any other way of doing so. also i'm pretty sure everybody hates me, not like i even like them at all but now there is no bond between me and life anymore, i can finally move on. i want to cut. so maybe i'll swallow some pills or cut. pills sounds better thou.
i awake in the middle of my sleep when reality drop on me so bad i can't even sleep anymore. i want death.
anyway, if i somehow manage to die. wiki will be one of the thing i regret. thanks. but bye. ily.